I survived. Actually, all the stress was of my own making, my mind playing tricks on me.
I left early for my date so I could take a very leisurely walk. And I even got there early. He arrived, we got drinks (non-alcoholic) and then we chatted for hours. And I wasn’t really nervous. He was very nice and easy to talk to.
Why did I put myself through such hell yesterday and today worrying?!
Maybe there will be a second date or maybe we will just be friends. The lesson is this: stay focused on the present and let what will be, be.
Thank you for your support and encouragement during my meltdown. xx